Jessica Whitmore. First off, I'm going to try and type out my piece without crying too much, because then I wont be able to see the keyboard.. but im already crying! Eek. Anyways...
You were my best friend from day one sophmore year at highschool. You seriously made me who I am today... I miss you with all of my heart. We always had such a great time together... we even have matching tattoos that we did ourselves :) I haven't seen you for over a year since this "thing" has taken you from all of us... I have been praying for you daily.. hoping God will give you the strength you need to just say no, and walk away, forever. I am so worried that one day I will get a phone call letting me know that my best friend has over dosed, and died. You are not yourself anymore... there is vacancy in your eyes. YOu aren't in there anymore. It is almost as if your body has become a hardened shell, and your soul has departed.
I feel that at this point in time, you are too far gone for me personally to help. I have been there for you as much as I feel that I can... It is up to you now. From this moment on, it is YOUR choice. You have to decide to step away from everything that has been dragging you down, and realize that you are such an amazing person.
I miss you so much...I hope someday soon I can hug you again, and call you my best friend.
"How little a thing can make us happy when we feel that we have earned it." Mark Twain
If you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything. -- Mark Twain "Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small
people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you,
too, can become great." Mark Twain
Always do right. This will gratify some people and astonish the rest. -- Mark Twain
Be careful about reading health books. You may die of a misprint. -- Mark Twain
Many a small thing has been made large by the right kind of advertising. -- Mark Twain
Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy... Anger...
tears... laughter.. It's when you want to be together despite it all.
That's when you truly love another. I'm sure of it. -- Author Unknown
"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is growing up.
" James A. Baldwin
"Wherever you go, there you are" This quote fits me so well... I have lived so many different places... and it holds true.. wherever you go, there you are.
"A woman knows the face of the man she loves as a sailor knows the open sea."-
Honore de Balzac
"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
" Lao Tzu
"I was about half in love with her by the time we sat
down. That's the thing about girls. Every time they do something
pretty... you fall half in love with them, and then you never know
where the hell you are.
" J. D. Salinger