When you are in LOVE, its only one person everywhere, nobody else. you wanna watch movie, you wanna go for drive, food anything there is only one person in your mind, heart & soul. And today, its clear, when that person leaves you, you realise you cannot live without that person, you cannot imagine your life without her. Those beautiful moments always stay with you, whatever you do. life is just messed up. Please hug me, i wanna cry, please............
Pain of losing someone is very hard to bear. Right now, tears are just at the brim, there is a bit of irritaion in eyes, one blink and i could feel salty water flowing over my cheek and droping on my lips. Days are somewhat ok, but during night hours, memories haunt me, i am afraid of being alone, because when i am alone, its just her & her moments, i can live without her, but without her, life is not life.
i know, she loves me however she cannot live with me. Reasons are understandable, but i am in so much pain that i dont want to understand, i am denying realities, which are standing in front of me. I have to move towards them at some point of time, i have to accept them & keep them with me for whole of my life. But before that i want to cry, i want to shed my pain along with tears.
I asked my shadow to hold my hand, give me hug and let me shout and cry.