Current mood:aggravatedSo. I have some things to say about stuff that has been bothering me for the last couple of months, okay here we go Well first let me say I am so fucking tired of being rejected and put aside to the second place do you know what the fuck that feels like?? Yea there is one thing that I like to say to some people here we go When you want to see what my life is like, then I invite you to live a day in the life of my shoes, and see the pain for yourself. Okay and next is the love subject well I have been told about you know its just a thing well let me tell you im done, I have a feeling that I need someone in my life but they always pass me up on the way that I look and such, well fuck you for being like that cause im a awesome person you just need to get to know me, and finally do you guys know what the hell it is like to not be able to tell the person you like, about your feelings because you don't want to lost the friend or mess anything else up. You know though this is all im going to say cause im sure people don't want to hear this and im getting pissed pf writing it.
Current mood:anxiousWell thought ut would be time to post another one of these so the update, i have began to have a better view on my life because of two friends i think you two know who you are if not well ill give you a hint ( intials are S.(a good 14 years my friend) and W.H.( A friend who helped me through a tough time), well im thinking about going to college next year or so and go through culinary school, i hae a new job where i make decent money and soon hope to save enough to move out of my moms house, and my surgery which is hopefully planned for January this is a very life changing event for me due to the fact that it will change the way i look and live, new friends that i have aquired and old friends that have come back its because of thses people that i am able to keep on going without anyone to talk to i think i would eventually explode with a non-meaningful life, then last there somethings that have helped me through times like music and video games but i now value human friends more than game ones
So im going to sign off Peace and Love,
Daniel Hogarth (A.K.A. PagenZero)
Well i have a lot of new music intrests such as alot of hardcore, Japanese and others such as: Tokio Hotel, Girugamesh, Gackt, R012, Dir en Grey, Versiallies, We're not friends anymore, smile for the trenches, and way more just thorwing a out there WOOT