Current mood:awakeLife in these times is very interesting to me because we are doing nothing but setting ourselves up for destruction. America has gotten weak and has allowed the rich to keep all the money which in turn makes the money scale become an upside down triangle. What happens when a triangle gets turned up side down? It falls over! Greed has over come our nation and unless people pull their heads out of their ass there's gonna be a collision. It's already happening and everyone wants to stay blind to the conclusion to the problem because no one wants to take that pay cut(rich people) or have higher taxes(again, rich people). The economy can not get better untill the bulk of our nations money gets dispersed back to the nation. The rich has to except the fact that they can't keep all the money and have low taxes. Yes, most, have worked hard for what they have, but a human being does not need hundreds of millions of dollars, you'll never spend all that in a life time and if you do you need to re prioritize, seriously! I don't know what the future is going to be...to be honest it scares me! We, of course, will always be around but we're heading towards turning back into a third world country and fast! Other countries are having a hay day with that fact...they're not gonna help us...we did this to our selves. The world has been waiting for this day, with all our cockiness and arrogance, hell they are all placing bets on when America will finally fall to her knees! I tell ya, moving to Switzerland sounds better and better each day! Why Switzerland? They have ALWAYS been in the top 5 best economies and are nothing but peace and greed is not an option over there! Sounds like The Garden of Eden to me, plus it's just beautiful!
Current mood:contentHEY, WHAT DO YA KNOW, I'M FINALLY GOOD ON KARMA'S LIST....8YRS LATER!! DEFINITELY THINK OF KARMA BEFORE MAKING A DECISION CAUSE THAT SHIT IS TRUE ABOUT WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND...I SEE WHY THEY SAY "DO ONTO OTHERS AS YOU'D WANT DONE TO YOU". STARTIN 93 I STARTED TAKIN MEN FOR GRANTED AND THE MINUTE I WAS BORED, I WAS DONE, AND WOULD DROP YOU, AND GET ANOTHER ONE. I GREW UP WITH A SINGLE MOM WHO RELATIONSHIPS NEVER WORKED OUT SO SHE WAS ALWAYS GETTIN NEW BF'S, SO IT SHOWED ME YOU CAN GET ANOTHER ONE.....THERE IS OTHER FISH IN THE SEA SO IF HE STARTS BEING AN ASS HOLE THEN YOU CAN REPLACE HIM. AND WHEN YOU'RE A CHICK WITH BIG BOOBS THEN YOU JUST AUTOMATICALLY GET ATTENTION( UNLESS YOU'RE JUST ALL EXTRA HIT!). IN MY CASE, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE COOL CHICK WITH THE BIG BOOBS, WHO'S STRAIGHT LOOKIN. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN CHUBBY SO I'VE NEVER THOUGHT I AM THE SHIT OR ANYTHING CAUSE REALLY BEING CHUBBY.....HOW CAN I??LOL. SO, WHEN I DECIDED TO STOP THAT AND BE GOOD GIRL KARMA SAID " YOU TOOK MEN FOR GRANTED FOR 8YRS NOW YOU CAN'T GET A MAN FOR 8YRS", THUS BEGAN THE 8YR CYCLE OF "BAD TIMING"......VERY GAY! I REALIZED THE OTHER WEEK THAT THE FALL OF 00 WAS WHEN I HAD MY LAST BF AND THIS FALL I'VE ACTUALLY HAVE LANDED MY FIRST BF......SO THAT'S BEEN MY CONCLUSION ON ALL THIS 8YR, ANNOYING ASS, BULLSHIT! HE'S THE FIRST TO ACTUALLY STEP UP AND IT WORK OUT! SO I GUESS I CAN PUT MY FISHING POLE AWAY LOL! AND TO BOOT HE IRONICALLY DOESN'T LIKE TO FISH....SO I'M REALLY PUTTIN MY POLE AWAY!LOL! FEW DIFFERENCES BUT NOTHING THAT IMPORTANT. SO FAR HE'S PRETTY COOL AND JUST A NICE GUY WHICH I LIKE. SEEMS PRETTY WELL ROUNDED LIKE I LIKE SO WE'LL SEE. VERY WEIRD BEING BACK INTO A RELATIONSHIP FOR SURE....I'M SSOOOO USE TO BEING SINGLE THAT I GOTTA GET USE TO SPENDING TIME WITH SOMEONE. I'M USE TO DOING WHAT EVER I WANT WHICH IS SWEET BUT IT IS A LONELY WORLD BEING SINGLE. SEX ON A REGULAR BASIS WILL BE NICE LOL! IT'S NICE BEING DONE WITH ALL THE BULLSHIT, MIND GAMES, GUESSING GAMES, WISHY- WASHYNESS, NOT KNOWING WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON CRAP! I'M BORED AND BURNT OUT WITH THE GAME SO EVEN IF IT JUST LASTS A YR I'LL JUST BE HAPPY TO HAVE SOME STABILITY FOR A MINUTE OR TEN. MEN NEED TO LEARN TO MAN UP AND STEP UP AND LET FOKES KNOW IF THEY WANT A GF OR WHAT SO WE KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO KNOW AND DO SO THERE'S NO CONFUSION. IT'S THE 21ST CENTURY..IF YOU WANT JUST A BOOTYCALL, FRIEND WITH BENNIFIT, SOMEONE TO DATE, A RELATIONSHIP, AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP, MARRIAGE, WHAT EVER YOU WANT THESE DAYS....SO JUST BE STRAIGHT UP AND LET FOKES KNOW CAUSE WHY MAKE MORE UNNECESSARY DRAMA FOR YOUR SELF?! IT JUST MAKES LIFE EASIER...THERE'S NO CONFUSION, AND WASTE OF NEEDLESS EMOTIONS...YA KNOW! LIFE ITSELF IS DRAMATIC ENOUGH SO WHY ADD CONTROLLABLE DRAMA IN WITH THE MIX...IF YOU'RE THAT BORED PAINT A PICTURE OR SOMETHING..FOR REAL! SO WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS, SO FAR SO GOOD! I'M EXCITED TO SEE, HAVE SOME NEW, DIFFERENT ADVENTURES. THIS TIME AROUND KARMA WILL BE THE FIRST THOUGHT CAUSE FUCK THAT !!!!LOL