"I was happy, at peace. Time didn't mean anything, nothing had form, but I was still me. I was warm, loved, and I was finished. Complete."
American Idol 8 Widget!
Today was definitely a day to remember. A day filled with so much emotion, joy, hope, tears and sadness. My day started out with me waking up to turn on CNN, which I usually never do. Today was the day our 44th president was sworn in, President Barack Obama. Seeing the sea of people infront of him showed how much we can do when we all come together. This is the beginning of a great thing. I felt very emotional watching him take his vows.
I then went in to work and today was the day of the dreaded Clear Channel budget cuts. As soon as I got there a few of my coworkers were already gone, a few of my coworkers were crying. And then it wasn't long before I was told that I was let go as well. It's funny cuz I knew it was coming, I had the fattest smile upon my face. The way I look at it is that it was a great ride, and if it has to come to an end then it has to come to an end. I'm glad I didn't have to say bye to people as I left because I would just start crying. I bumped into Nicole and Jimmy on my way out and I tried to just walk away but Nicole gave me this hug and that's when I actually started crying.
It only took minutes after I left the building for my phone to start ringing off the hook with everyone calling me and seeing if it was true, or if I was okay. I feel okay about the situation, not everything in life always goes the way that you think or have planned, but everything does happen for a reason. I'm a firm believe that you should never feel guilt for your past: the good, bad and the ugly. Sometimes you gotta go through the bad times to realize how good the good times are.
Now watching TV, it's all the footage from the inauguration today.. I'm just watching Barack have his first dance with his wife.. I've never seen this country so united and so happy. It's a great feeling, it's amazing. I'm glad I had time to go to the mall and buy my first Obama shirt today.. =)
Go out there and do something for YOURSELF, and make yourself feel good =]
Are you more comfortable kissing a boy or a girl?
- boy or girl? what happened to men and women? lol
Ever punched somebody in the face because of someone you loved?
Ever had your heart broken?
Have you ever heard something that you knew was true but tried to make it look like it wasn't?
- huh .. ? lol
Who makes the best cups of tea?
- my grandma =]
Did you want to punch someone today?
Do you hate it when someone doesn't reply to your text/calls?
- all the effin time!
What are you wearing on your feet?
- socks =]
Do you miss your childhood?
- sometimes, but i also realized how crazy of a kid i was
What do you want to change about yourself?
Do you think relationships ever last?
- if it's meant to be, it will last
It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
- alexa and her fuckin dance parties.. lol
Are you waiting for something?
Have you ever kissed someone and hated it?
- yeah but only because they were a really bad kisser
Is there a friend, boyfriend/girlfriend, or ex that you will never forget?
- i have no idea, i might forget everyone when im 80 lol
What do you think of people that do drugs?
- everyone is entitled to do anything they want with their lives, as long as it doesn't affect other peoples' lives
What's your relationship status?
- talking to someone
Do you like someone at the moment?
could you ever forgive a cheater?
Ever kissed someone you regretted after?
Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone?
- i borrowed my pj bottoms from mervyn's technically.. cuz i didn't pay for them lol
What is your current myspace mood?
- i have to check.. lets see.. (goes and checks).. oh yeah.. "content"
Would you be a pirate?
Last text message say?
- "what are you doing, lets chill"
Do you miss anyone?
What are you listening to?
- anggun "si je t'emmene"
How do you feel towards the person who last texted you?
- cool =)
Will this weekend be a good one?
Is anyone on your bad side right now?
Will you be in a relationship next month?
- ive never been in a relationship, but i actually think next month i will be
How are you feeling at this exact moment?
Are you someone who worries too often?
What are you wearing?
- playboy bunny pj bottoms + sweater + socks
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- yeah =)
Do you have any text messages that you don't want other people to read?
- nope, im an open book
How late did you stay up last night and why?
- til like 1:30AM talkin to vadam
Honestly, if you could go back 5 months and change something would you?
- never.. wouldn't change anything ever, you live and you learn
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
- a lot of people don't like me, but i've now learned to not care..
is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
- BIG TIME!
Do you know what you're wearing tomorrow?
- maybe clothing.. lol
is there something you should be doing right now?
- sleeping =]
Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
- ohhhhhhhhhh yeahhhhhhhh
Do you like rollercoasters?
How long does it take you to shower?
- 15 minutes or so
What was last thing you drank?
Who was the last person you held hands with?
- robin, at the club
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
- does it count if someone fell asleep in my arms? hehe
What are you doing tomorrow?
- got family visiting from out of town, so taking them out
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Do you hate anyone?
Is it cute when boys/girls tickle you?
So, what's your name?
And you're how old?
Did it rain today?
Would you rather be called hot, cute, or beautiful?
How many times have you gotten detention in school?
- i don't really remember, my school wasn't normal.. lol
Do you have a little sister?
Do you like to listen to the radio when you're in the car?
- jeez, it's only the biggest part of my life.. lol
If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, how long have you guys been together?
- 0 days 0 months 0 years
When's the last time you ate at Taco Bell?
- jeez i have no idea, high school? lol
Have you ever been to New York?
- not yet
Do you like to wear flip-flops?